Living Testimonies

My dear amazing friends who run this website,

My dear amazing friends who run this website,

I'm aware that my problem needs direct counseling but honestly after I listened to the Arabic lectures by Mr. Moushir, I started feeling a lot better especially that I go to a psychiatrist and I'm on some medications but I feel that what Mr. Moushir offered me was more helpful because I was finally able to relate some incidents of my life to my feelings and realized that the painful childhood I had has a main role in how I behave now.

I've read the basic curriculum and took notes then I listened to the audio recorded counseling lectures and spent hours meditating on what I've heard.

After I listened to the one about child abuse I went into a tough phase of depression but I quickly regained my psychological strength. I feel so exhausted from all the changes I'm going through now but I'm determined not to take a single step back and I agree with Moushir that change is very hard and has a bitter taste and sometimes I tell myself (wasn't I surviving well before I knew all this), but after a short while I regain my determination and enthusiasm to change.

The lectures about psychological maturity also helped me a lot. I listen to them a lot these days, take notes and monitor some of my psychological and behavioral problems. I like a lot what Moushir provides and I'd like to mention the great example that he gave a girl that was a victim of some sexual abuse, when she tried to deny it saying, "No, they were only kidding"; talking about her mom and aunt when they used to pull the underwear she was wearing, then finally after his example the girl was convinced, just as I was finally convinced that my parents negligence  and verbal abuse against me when I was a child was also another form of violence.

Sorry of the prolongation but I'm so excited to discover every update on this website and I wish for you to guide me to some books and references that describes and explains my case so I would read more about my problem which is social fear and anxiety, until I plan a vacation to Egypt to make an appointment with one of your counselors which I wish would be Mr. Moushir.

with love to everyone

A. A.